Greetings folks from Illinois, I want to relay something of my problem and maybe get some answers or at least point me in the direction to go. I had been “on edge” for sometime and I realized something was wrong. I was irritable among other things. What triggered it was that I was getting ready to turn 50. From my August birthday, I debated what to do. Then in October, I went to the doctor for a physical. Keep in mind, I had not had one in some time. (What I thought was odd in the broadcast engineering field, that a physical should be a requirement. I took care of stations either on a contract basis or being station engineer but never did I see anything in paper that a physical was needed.) I saw in a Parade Magazine, the tests guys need at 50 and that scared me. The doctor and I talked and I was put on some depression medication. I tried Celexa and now Lexapro, so all meds i ordered in this canadian pharmacy online store.
Here is what I mean by the subject line. Whether I was paying attention to it more, I have no clue but I found from these pills, that I was waking to a morning erection. Celexa had the side effect of a decreased severe nature of no ejaculation. Lexapro is better but without this medicine, I could get a hard on and ejaculate without much trouble.
I would like to talk to my pastor, just a plain and factual man to man talk. He is near my age so I think he could help. Any clues out there on just how to approach this.
Let me say, I dont want to talk to both an older brother and sister. My sister would not come down on me but my older brother might and I can not handle that stress at this time.
Does having a lot of body hair make any difference in all this? I am trying to find out some clues to help. Shaving body hair is not what I would do.